It's been a month since I've posted anything. I guess I didn't want to repeat myself since everything is still the same. I'm poor...I'm doing junk...I run out of money...I go through withdrawals...I'm miserable...I get junk...I'm better.
This week I finally created my own paraphernalia, my own "gear", if you will. I took one of the shittiest spoons in my apartment and bent the end of it so it would prop up at an angle to hold more water without spillage. I then filed down the edge of the bent handle to be used for cutting off pieces of junk. The bent end also allows the spoon to be carried in the same space as an unused needle. Now I'm all set to be a junkie on the go.
We got word that a friend of a friend has a different connection, and the stuff he's getting is GOOD. I'm a bit skeptical, but hell, I'll give it a shot. Bad pun.
I'm getting too hooked on what I'm shooting now, anyway. My tolerance is up too high to get that initial rush that got me into this shit in the first place. I hope the new connection's goods are as primo as it's supposed to be. I'd like to get high for hours with one hit again instead of having to do 2 or 3.
